Hey papa. I'm bored. There is nothing on TV and nothing to do. Today was again blah. My birthday lunch got derailed. Mom's thing took longer than she expected it to and Richard had to go to work. He asked us to come to the bowling alley but I didn't want to eat at a bowling alley. We didn't have anything to do in Wichita besides eat so I didn't want to waste mom's gas. We came back home and had leftover pasta salad. Mom had offered to make a meatloaf but it's been so hot and uncomfortable and she would have had so many leftovers, I didn't want her to go out of her way for me. So, I'm bummed and bored. Don't expect anything exciting to happen for my birthday but I do expect that my feelings will be hurt. Shaun tells me that I have to make my birthday important but that's kinda hard when I don't feel like anyone else thinks it's important. I always get so emotional about my birthday. I hate my birthday. It will be over tomorrow and then when it is I won't have to give a hoot about it again. Sick of doing this to myself every year. Get excited for nothing.
We didn't do much today. Took Snick to the park, got the mail, went with mom to that place she has to do books. Mom's been thinking a lot about her surgery. She got some puzzle books today and looked for some pajamas. Didn't find anything she liked though. I know nothing else. I fly home tomorrow. I hope I have a good flight and no problems at the airport. I hate to fly. When I take off, I cry cuz I'm leaving ppl I love behind, plus it's a little scary. When I leave tomorrow, I don't know when I'll be back cuz I have to get back to some resemblance of life. Gonna go try to find something to do I guess. I love you papa. (forehead kiss) talk to you in a little bit. <3
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