Hey papa. Well Dag-Nabbit!!! I am more confused than I was before. 17 ppl are saying Go be with you mom and a just a couple ppl saying to stay here where I belong being the wife and mom I am. Have ppl saying it sounds like Shaun is trying to get rid of me and another telling him to get another girl to live her while I'm gone for companionship and to cook and clean for him. I'm sure you can guess who said that! Again got her nose right in the middle of where it doesn't belong and we didn't even ask for her opinion!
Just hate being back at work. I put my leave request in today. Not sure they will OK it but if they don't I'm gonna do what I gotta. Richard is gonna have his nose outta joint if I go and I know that Richard is 30 minutes from mom and she can call him if she needs anything but that's just it. I don't think she will. She fell the other night and didn't call him. Mom and him just aren't as close as me and her. I don't know that she really tells him how she feels or if she just tells him what she thinks he needs to hear. She has to be so guarded when she talks to him and that's gotta suck. I know that oyu guys have had to do that for a while with him and that's just stupid. I don't like being around ppl that. Having to weigh my words. I just won't waste my time talking to you if that's what I gotta do, you know?
I know that this decision is ultimately mine and Shaun's and we are the ones who are going to have to live with the reprecussions of it. I just think about all the other 2 cents I've gotten and am weighing those too. No matter what gets decided someone's feelings will be hurt. Even if they are just mine. Need to get to bed papa.I stayed up too late last night and didn't sleep worth a darn. I love you papa. (forehead kiss) talk to you in a little bit! <3
How I like to remember my dad, happy :)
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