July 23, 2010

Hey papa. OK so we made it to Friday. So what! Today was just blah. I did nothing today. Nope nada thing. Watched a movie this morning, Alice in Wonderland. The newest version. It was OK. Not your average Alice in Wonderland that's for sure. You might have liked it. 

I don't know anything today dad. Feeling pretty low today. Just don't feel like I belong anywhere right now. Nothing and everything is wrong. The dogs are annoying me. Danny is becoming a big ox. He's like a bull in a china shop. No, I don't understand why they can't be outside. Shaun has them spoiled. It has been really hot but still.. 

Talked to mom today for a few minutes. She seemed blah too. I think she's getting frustrated with the process on how all this is going with credit life, the insurance companies and the truck. You know she never had much patience. Wish she could just get some answers. Ease her worries and fears. Hug her tight papa. Let her know its gonna work, in God's time.

You know how I told you Brian was going to pay my August house payment for me? Well, his company is dragging their feet on paying the employees. They've told him that 'the check is in the mail'. I guess no one has gotten paid. How this doesn't help me!!!!!! Talked to him, told him I was worried about it and he said to not worry. Well, when I have my payment due next week and no money to pay it, yeah, I'm a little worried. Mom offered to give me the money but I'm not putting her in that situation. So NO!!! I will figure this out. Yes sir, I hear you, Let God work. OK, OK!! 

Have a lot to do tomorrow or should I say, I have a lot we want to try to get done. Don is moving and I think we should try to help. We need to mow our yard before it gets too hot and Judy wants Shaun over at her house cuz the cable ppl are coming and apparently she can't be there with them alone. Have to get him up at 730 so he can be there at 8, and on a Saturday. That sux!! 

Guess I better get to bed. I love you papa. I miss you SO much!! (forehead kiss) Talk to you in a little bit.