Hey papa. Mom is on her way here! I'm so excited to see her. It's been 3 months. She's gonna be here for Thanksgiving and go back on Saturday. That sux cuz I will have to say my 'see you later' to her on Friday night cuz I have to work at 6 on Saturday and I'm not going to wake her up when I know she needs her sleep so she can drive. She's been at Auntie's since Friday. I'm so glad she got to spend time with her. Snick is with Jennifer. I know daddy. But they don't like dogs at Debbie's so she couldn't take him. I guess he's OK. Jennifer said she's spoiling him and making sure he is having fun. Gonna be so strange, weird, difficult, not right not having you here or Snick. But I am so glad I get to see mom. So glad she loves me that much to travel out of her way to come see me.
In other news of my world.. lol.. my boss finally got my name submitted for me to get certified for master cashier at work. I'm a bit excited and nervous. I have to get it.. have to, have to!! Not sure when I will be certified but any time in the next 3 wks or so. It will give me a $2 raise and we soooo need that. Bills right now are ack! I didn't/couldn't pay my credit card minimums this month. That sux monkeys cuz it's gonna open a can of worms that will be like near impossible to close once we are able to pay them again. I have to talk to someone about them but we are gonna wait until after the holidays to worry about them. I mean, I'm worried now but gonna try to push it to the side for a little while. We need whatever extra money for Christmas and birthdays. Rob will be 17 this year papa. It doesn't seem possible. He is the air that I breathe. I love that child so much. Yesterday he had his Special Olympics bowling event and got 1st place again. 2 yrs in a row! I'm so proud of him! And today he went to the Biltmore hotel in Asheville, NC. The first time he's been out of state without any of the family. I cried when I dropped him off at school this morning cuz I was so excited for him plus him going w/o us. Got to thinking about when he leaves us for good. Gonna kill me to let that child go. I guess he has a girl he likes but not sure she feels the same. I gave him $20 for the trip and he spent over 1/2 of it on this girl for a necklace. He sounded pretty bummed when he last called me so I'm hoping he is OK and she hasn't hurt his feelings or something worse. He took his psp with him, so also hoping the sounding bummed wasn't about that... that's he lost it or something. You know the graduation test I told you Rob has to take to graduate and they took the first part of it, the writing test a couple months ago? Yes, I told you about it.. anyway.. just found out his score! Daddy-- He passed it!! Got a 218. Had to have a 200 to pass. Thank you Lord!! Not sure how much more of it he will have to do but he passed this part. Whew!! :-)
I don't know much else. I miss you something awful. I'm gonna do my best to stay strong for mom when she's here but I can't promise that I won't cry. You should be here with us, not just in spirit but in person. I've broken down a couple times in the past couple days. I don't know if it's the holiday coming or mom coming w/o you or what.. but I look at your picture and cry. I love you dad.. so much. I miss you more as each day passes. I miss our talks, our phone calls, I miss you. Better go for now. Talked to mom about 2 and she was in Murfreesboro, about 2 hrs away. So she should be here any minute! I will give her a huge hug for you, k?! I love you! (forehead kiss) Talk to you in a little bit. <3
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