Hey papa.. day 731. I know I should stop counting but its hard not to. Funny when I was in school I hated math and numbers and thought, I'll never use this stuff but now I do it in my head and spout it out like mom can. Well, not totally like mom, she can take huge amazing numbers and do the calculations in her head and spout it out. Always thought that was pretty kewl. Last night I had a slumber party. Thursday nights is kinda girls night and me and Melanie and Terri and who ever else can make it get together and do stuff. I don't go when it includes the bar cuz that's not my scene but the girls come over here every now and then. Last night it was just Melanie and Terri. It was fun I suppose. We had pizza and brownies and talked and laughed and swam. Terri left about 9 and then me and Melanie just talked and I showed her the video I made. She asked me what happened to you. I told her. Showed her some of the pictures. I'm not sure I'm totally ready to let her into to that part of me. Let her see me like that. Vulnerable I guess. I mean, things with her and I are totally different then where they were.. but I'm still a bit cautious as to how much I share. I do that with about everyone I guess.
One of the girls from work, our AM drive thru girl, called out for the rest of the month.. the month dad!! Who does that??! Terri knows that it means she most likely quit but she said if she didn't she's the same as written off in her book. I figured changes were going to come with new owners, hoped they wouldn't but I hear that when the new changes go in effect everyone will have to be available to work every day and every shift. Dad, that is HOOEY!! What's the point of a schedule and ppl telling the boss they can only work certain hrs/shifts/days? That is ridiculous! I think I'm about ready to bow out. I gotta wait till Boo comes back cuz I wanna be able to be the one who goes to get him and if I start a new job I won't be able to. Mom and I talked about him maybe coming back Labor day weekend but idk if I can. I talked to Terri last night and she said that she'll be on vacation that weekend so idk if I can be off. Maybe I'll be able to. Idk. If not, I'll just drive all the way there. I'd like to cuz I wanna come to your apartment and give you some flowers. I know you're not much into flowers but I know you like them. Everyone likes flowers. I know you liked iris's, what else?? Mom told me but I forgot. Carnations?
I guess I don't know much more right now. Shaun is in Florida and the house is so quiet. Not that it's some wild, loud, crazy time when he's here but at least he's here. Trying to find something to keep me occupied while he's gone. I've never been here by myself so it's a little weird. I'll be alright though. I got you to watch over me, right?! :)
Guess I'll go for now. I love you dad. (forehead kiss) Talk to you in a little bit. <3
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