Hey Papa.. I don't really know much.. still haven't got my promotion. Getting quite frustrated about it. The new district supervisor tells me he "has my back" and "is a man of his word" and is going to make sure it happens. I just say.. yeah right. Mom says believe it and I will achieve it. I wish it was that easy. We are struggling so bad daddy. To say we are living from paycheck to paycheck would be a joke. We get paid and we have so many bills and then we have to get food and have money for gas and stuff.. there is no money. We have 15 bux until Shaun gets paid. We applied for food stamps but from what I've been told by other ppl we most likely will be denied because Shaun was apparently "medically retired" by Social Security. We thought he was getting SSI.. cuz he's disabled but the lady at the hospital asked me if Shaun gets Medicaid and I said, no he has Medicare. She told me if he doesn't have a Medicaid card to carry with his Medicare card then he is on social security and not ssi. Which, long story shortened.. means that we will get denied cuz he is on SS and not SSI. They count SS as income but don't count SSI as income. So, idk what we are gonna do. We got some food from a church the other day. My friend Charlene told me about this church and I called the lady and she gave us quite a bit. So we have plenty of can goods now. Just seems I've been struggling since you left. Come back, would ya?! I know you would if you could. Came across some old pics of you the other day and also this....
Think I will leave this post at that.. You are so very missed.. wish I could call you and hear you give me some sage advice on what to do with this joke of an existence of mine. I'm hanging in there, but feel like I'm slipping a little more everyday. I love you dad. So much. Miss you too... Talk to you in a little bit <3
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