How I like to remember my dad, happy :)

Monday, July 4, 2011

July 4

Hey papa.. How's it going? I'm doing OK. Just really tired tonight. I worked 10 1/2 hrs straight again and am exhausted. Did the same thing yesterday. On Sundays and Mondays we don't get breaks. So by the time I get home I'm pooped and very hungry. Idk what's for dinner tonight. Suppose I better figure it out. I was thinking that you sir have the best seat in the house tonight for the fireworks. But then I think, you always hated July 4th so maybe you will be just hiding in your cabin until it's all over. Can't says I blame you papa. The ppl next door and that live behind us keep shooting crap off and it scares the bajeezus outta the animals. We have the neighbor's dog here in our house cuz they don't let him in. Much less pay much attention to him anyway. He's a sweet dog but not ours. Shaun gets mad at me cuz I get tired of him being in the house all the time, the dog.. not Shaun (lol)... and make him go back out. They've asked us if we want him but we keep telling them we can't keep him, cuz we can't.  Makes me think about Snick. I'm sure your stupid neighbors had that stupid block party and shot and are shooting off fireworks out the wazoo. Snick is probably petrified. Too bad today is a Monday cuz mom might have been able to get out of town with him, if even to Brian's to get away from a good part of the noise. Never got much enjoyment outta watching money burn like that anyway.
Work is going OK I guess. I'm supposed to be getting re certified but idk when. Hopefully soon cuz the pay increase will most definitely help. She swears to me she got my name submitted and that I'm good to go. Gonna be peeved if something goes awry. There's this young guy at work, he's in his 20's. He's my relief in the afternoons. Comes to take my place. Anyway, a year ago last week he asked his girlfriend to marry him and a week after that, 368 days ago, she was killed in a car wreck. He was kinda just out of it yesterday when he came in and told me why before I left. Isn't that sad, daddy? I felt bad for the guy. Made me wanna work for him but I had just done a 10 1/2hr shift and was exhausted. He says this time of year is just hard for him which I completely understand. I told him about losing you and I understood how he was feeling. Every day is different. Still have my good n bad days. 
I don't really know much else today dad. I just wanted to tell you hi and I love you.. so HI.. I miss you papa.. Love you oodles!! Talk to you in a little while. <3

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