Hey papa.. how are you today? You've been on my mind a lot today. I tried working on your room some today. I didn't make it very far. I got a few things done but lost it when I opened your suitcase you had packed for your trips with John. When I lifted the lid your smell was there and oh boy daddy.. I bawled. Can't believe it's been almost 10 months. Gosh, 10 months. And I'm still not handling things that well. I don't know when I'll be ready to clean that room up without crying. Heck, when I'll be ready to help clean up all your areas. Mom is seriously considering moving to Illinois when she retires and so we'll have to clean things up eventually. Well, when eventually gets here maybe then I'll be ready. I know you wouldn't want us to just hang on to your stuff forever but we're just not ready yet to let it go. We'll get there daddy. Someday.
Things this week at work were OK. Busy but good. I was busy about every day this week. I should have a nice check come payday. Thank goodness. We're gonna have to set some money aside between now and summer cuz I may or may not work in June and I know I won't be in July cuz of school and won't get back to work until August but will only have one check cuz it takes 3 weeks before you get your first check at Krystal. I plan on hopefully getting into CNA work after I get back to GA but have to get my KS certification switched over to GA/TN. I have a route now, did I tell you that?? I have one kid I pick up. He's a little handicapped kid, in a wheelchair all the time. His mom is his bus aide and she is a squirrel! The oddest of ducks. I get 4 hrs a day for doing it so I guess that's not bad, especially when it's only about 2 hrs of work. Happy to just be working. Becky coulda always have said that she didn't want me back, glad she didn't.
Mom is sick with a cold. Her cough sounds bad. She needs to just rest. Take a warm shower and just get in bed and veg. Watch reruns and snuggle with Woodrow and just do nothing. She's only taking Coricidin hbp for it. Says it's all she can take. I think she could take something else but she is stubborn. I offered her Nyquil but she said no. Just a second papa... OK, so she's right. Of course she is. Says there's only like a small handful of things and we don't have any of them except the Coricidin stuff and it's almost gone. I'm really hoping I don't get sick too. That mom is sick and mom has been sick. I just wanna stay not sick.
Don't know much else papa. I have to help Shaun a few. Seems there is apparently a drug dealer outside our new place and the guys are livid and paranoid that something is going to happen. Shaun is so mad right now that he didn't know crap like that happened in the trailer park. He wants to move out now. Ugh. And we just got moved in. Another look before you leap thing. Ok. I love you daddy. (forehead kiss) Talk to you in a little bit. <3
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