October 8

Hey papa... how are you this evening? I am doing OK. I got to see mom Thursday and Snickee too.. it was GREAT to see them both! I gave Snickers a bath, boy, he needed one. He was one dirty dog but so happy after his bath. :) Mom has let his hair grow some, like he was when you got him.. he looks cute. Mom said she was gonna take him to Carol when she got home. He needs his nails trimmed but with winter coming the longer coat may help him some to stay warm. Mom looks good too. I think she's doing better daddy. Never over it but through it. (you never get over it, but through it -- my grief counselor told me that) We may be at some conclusion to your case soon and that is a relief. Closure would be nice. Even if we end up with nothing, which I don't believe we will get nothing, it will be nice to just have to stop worrying and wondering what is going on with the case. Mom has pushed her retirement back from her birthday to the beginning of January cuz Chris has to have surgery again and she's needed at the store. Lately she's just been watching Netflix most of the day at work.. sounds rough, huh? LOL!! 
Snick seemed to really like Joe, so Joe passed the Snickee test and mom liked him too. She asked me why I couldn't have found Joe first... I know, right?! I think Joe is amazing. He's the bees knees!! Hehehe. Joe even liked mom, said she's like a mom. Observant, isn't he? He said she's seems really cool. He has no idea how cool my mom is. :) She took a picture of us when we went to eat, I love it. He never smiles in his pics and he's smiling in this one. He is wonderful. Mom said she noticed I didn't cry when she left this time. She thinks maybe cuz I have Joe, that I feel safe with him, and she can tell I'm happy. I'm so happy daddy. We are gonna go up to Illinois in November to lay a floor for her. I'm looking forward to that. A couple days away from here will be nice. Put down a big bowl of cat food and make sure the litter box is clean and they can get to water. No worrying about a dog or a kid or anything.. just being together. Together is what we like. When we have to leave each other we always say how much we hate being apart.. yep, must be love! And I hope that feeling lasts forever. 
Talked to Rob last night, he said that Shaun thinks I'm a gold digger. Excuse me while I laugh my butt off over that one. He thinks I'm going to take Rob's money if he should get on social security. Being Rob's rep payee. I don't want or need Rob's money. I told Rob his options of who he could get if he didn't want me and he said he's picking me and Shaun can stuff it. He also told me Shaun's new girlfriend is a mess. Said that one day every thing is good with them and the next she's "going off the chain" and doesn't talk to Shaun for a few days. LOL!!! I am so happy he's happy. (chuckle) He wanted me to meet him at the bank the other day to get his papers for the divorce notarized and I told him I wanted to read them first and he said he didn't have time for me to read them. I told him I wasn't signing anything until I got to read it. I met him over at his place and read them. Didn't sign anything, he came and took the papers from me and went back inside and shut the door. Needless to say, the papers didn't get notarized that day. I don't know when they will.. hopefully soon. My forever is pretty perfect and I'm just gonna go on with that for now. Soon as I have my 103.75 I will gladly give it to whomever to pay my 1/2 of filing and good riddance Mr. Evans. Hello, Mr. Burris, my happily ever after!! I need to go for now. I love you daddy. (forehead kiss) Talk to you in a little bit!