April 22

Hey papa.. I need a hug from you in the worst way. Everything lately has been so crappy. Could just be a slump.. I don't know. Just bad day after bad day. I think the world has officially gone crazy. Where you are is probably the safest place. Watching down from Heaven at the the stupidity going on here. Pretty soon I will be gently nudging my baby bird out into this crazy world and I'm scared to death for him. I mean, going to mom's for the summer isn't hardly the entire world I know.. but it is away from his safety net of his mom n dad and his bedroom. He'll be doing things on his own for the most part with grandma there for guidance but still no mom and dad. That has to be exciting and maybe a little scary for him. 

We had the stupidest, rudest customers today and how I so wanted to tell them to where to go but of course I can't. We were busy from like 8 then on the rest of the day. Had a cook that was so freaking slow and all she kept saying was, I'm trying  slowly but surely.. that was the problem, the slow part. We had a screen full of orders and she was going at a snail's pace. We eventually got the orders out, customers were of course peeved but what else could we do? I just don't get why she can't give us help on Sundays. Makes no sense to me. Just makes me really mad. I'm not my pleasant self on Sundays, especially Sundays like today. I will talk to my boss tomorrow and see if she will change things. She probably won't but doesn't hurt to try. 

I worked on Boo's graduation announcements yesterday. I think I have all the ones I wanna send out ready. I need to get some addresses but there the same as ready to go out. I so wish you could be here for graduation but guess the Lord didn't see fit. I remember us talking about it, you were down here on one of your visits, I think the last one when you brought me home that May. I asked you when it was time for Rob's graduation if you'd come and you told me, I'd like to but just depends if the Lord sees fit. I know that you'll still be there but just wish it were in person. We're gonna check and see if it's going to be recorded so mom can see it. Makes me sad she's not gonna get to come cuz of work but I know she would if she could. Wish she could just tell the big boss she has to be gone and they will need ppl to cover the store. If it were only that easy. If the school doesn't record it, I'll try my best to with my phone or with our camera. I just hope we get good seats. They don't have tickets to it and anyone can go so I'm sure parking and seating is going to be at a premium and a nightmare! We're gonna get there as early as we can.
I don't know a whole lot else. I'm really tired so I guess I'm gonna go watch some tv before I go to bed. I love you dad. (forehead kiss) I miss you sooooooo much. And I still need a hug. Talk to you in a little bit. <3