April 8

Hey papa.. Happy Easter! I want thank you for shining down on me this morning. It was so nice to see you first thing. Oh, how I miss you! So, how was Easter in Heaven? I bet just miraculous. My Easter was kinda dull.. I had to work most the whole day so it was just work. We luckily weren't that busy which was really nice for a change. The past few Sundays we've been getting our booties handed to us cuz we've been short handed as usual. Today we were a little over staffed which means, wasted labor.. but also means.. not as much work. We had our Easter dinner yesterday cuz I had to work today. Baked ham, scalloped potatoes, green beans and cake. We had Freddie over, who is a regular customer of ours, but has become friends with Shaun n me. He's harmless. A little gross.. cuz he doesn't bathe regular but he's a'ight. Just smells like a sweaty ashtray.. LOL!! Yep.. gross!  He had been with us cuz we had to go to our other place and finish some stuff out there so we can hopefully get our deposit back. We really need it back too. Would sure help.

I'm having a bit of a tussle within myself cuz my stepson is an atheist and has started going to meetings and stuff and on his facebook page today has a whole bunch of pictures about Zombie Jesus and Zombie Jesus day.. just horrible pictures. I get he believes what he does, and I believe what I do.. it just offends me.. which I guess as an atheist is his goal. I the same as blocked him but I hate to cuz I'll miss out on pics of Liam, Shaun's grandson. So, I don't know what to do. He was raised Mormon, but his mom committed suicide when he was a teenager and since then he's struggled with what is true. He believes if God was real he wouldn't have taken his (adopted) mom.. he doesn't get she made a choice, God didn't. And it also breaks my heart cuz he's raising Liam atheist. I think that's just wrong. Liam should be given the choice. Given all the facts and let him decide when he's of age to do so. 

I don't know much else.. I gotta go to bed soon cuz I gotta be up at 5 so I guess I'll end this short. I love you dad. Miss you more than a million.. wish so much you were here. I was thinking today if you were that you and mom may be planning your spring trip here to spend a few days with us.. given of course mom could get time off. Or maybe you'd come alone this year, who knows. I guess we never will. Best go. I love you dad.. (forehead kiss)  Talk to you in a little bit. <3